Going Crazy

A lot has been going on in my life and I'm starting to feel lost in the tumultuous river of life, buried under mountains of schoolwork and stretched thin as many of my obligations and fixations vie for my time and attention. I want so badly to give up and go home, but there's nothing I need or even want there. All I want is at Howard, all I need is Howard. I've become a member of a few student organizations and I do my best to keep up with my studies, but it's like I'm on a treadmill and I haven't noticed that it's speeding up until I'm about to faceplant on concrete. I'm so angry and discouraged. I keep asking why I came here to see what I can't do or to just say I went here, without the degree to back it up, like Diddy? So, the gist of this lil paragraph was just to say that life is hella shitty right now and I need all the help, love and prayer I can get...Peace.